Tuesday 2nd November 2021

Nondescript sort of day. Some heavy showers on and off. I washed all the hats, gloves and scarves, and half thought of hanging them up outside at one point, but didn't. I think we might be past the point of that now, although it's good to get laundry out, even for a little while. It dries better inside.

This morning I made a start on clearing out the hall cupboard. I am trying to seriously declutter,an ongoing task, but I mean it this time. I got one shelving unit done, and will work my way slowly through the others. It’s a big cupboard and i’m determined to organise it properly. I have a plan.

Went to the coop again today and there is food. Bought fruit, few bits of veg and milk. People with wrapping paper in their trolleys already.

Had a really good workout at the gym - part of my self-care regime, then picked the boy up from school.

Cooked seabass and roasted vegetables with quinoa salad. Very tasty.

Fire lit and settled back to watch the Bake Off. I thought the wrong person went out, but it’s pretty obvious who is going to be in the final.

Monday 1st November 2021

November is here! My birthday month - and the boy's too. I’m always determined to enjoy the eleventh month without the taint of the celebration that looms in the twelfth. It’s hard to avoid, but I will try.

It was a stormy night and the wind kept up for a good part of the morning. I always find Monday to be a bit of a lost day. Cleaning and putting the house back to rights after the weekend, (as if we had raucous parties every night), laundry, sorting dinner and laying the fire. Then into town to pick the boy up and take him to the gym. I usually catch up with some shopping, or just wait in the car and knit on my car scarf and listen to the radio for the hour he's in.

Today I went back to the coop and found empty shelves again! No fruit or veg and not a drop of milk to be had. I complained and was assured the ferry was coming in at 4. Not much use today, but hopefully there will be something left tomorrow.

Came home - driving into a pink and grey sky. It was dark by the time we got home.

Nice dinner - black bean chilli, then TV and knitting by the fire.

Not so tired this Monday. I think we've benefitted from the extra hour.

Friday 29th October 2021

Quieter day today and very pleasant outside. Normally I’m in town on a Friday, but my gym session was switched to yesterday, so I caught up with the food shop then. Mind you, there wasn't much food in the co-op. No fresh produce - a whole aisle of empty shelves, hardly any meat or milk. It's becoming fairly common these days, which is worrying.

Anyway, I wanted to get out into the garden and catch up on some jobs I've been meaning to get around to. But then I made the mistake of tidying up the house first and then doing a couple of bits of committee admin. Of course, by then it was lunchtime, and I allowed myself to do a few rounds on my sock knitting. In the end it was after One when I got out, and my heart wasn't really in it. I did a couple of bits and pieces - cleared round a few shrubs, put some mulch down and cut back some overgrowth, but I had lost the spark.

Note to self - get outside first.

The boy was home early, as it was Friday, so that was me in. I lit a fire and finished my socks. There's a picture of them on instagram.

Then dinner and TV - we're working our way through Parks and Recreation. All in all it was a mildly productive day. I’m hoping to go for a swim tomorrow.

Thursday 28th October 2021

Really lovely morning. The air was soft and smelled so fresh. I stood on the drive, breathing it all in. Thinking of the folk in the Lake District who are gearing themselves up to deal with severe flooding.

I attended the funeral of my uncle today. It was at the other end of the country, but in this new virtual world, that's no longer a barrier. I did manage to feel part of it. The sound and picture were very clear, and the tributes were so moving, but seeing my cousins was very sad. I just wanted to hug them. Instead, there I was sitting on my sofa hundreds of miles away.

And then I was off about my day - recycling centre, food shopping, gym session, school run. Normal busy weekday.

But I felt different.

Wednesday 27th October 2021

Much better day today. Sunny mostly, with a stiff breeze.

Was kept in by admin, mostly. Many phonecalls dealing with the car insurance company, which took up a good chunk of the morning. The afternoon was spent preparing for a community meeting, planned for this evening, at which I am minute secretary. Also responding to a consultation on behalf of a different community organisation, of which I am the clerk. That took up a lot of time and I really had to concentrate.

By then it was time to pick the boy up from the bus stop on the main road. Then dinner, a chatty call from one of the girls, the meeting, which was on zoom, and then helping with chemistry homework. My brain has had a good workout today, at least.

Nice to settle back and read a chapter or two of my book, and write up my day, such as it was. I’m enjoying this wee practice- not thinking too much about it. Keeps it simple.

Monday 25th October 2021

Not much of a day - typical Monday really. It was very cold, and such rain in the morning! Cleared up in the afternoon but I couldn't get any heat in me and I struggled to get going all day. I did make a pot of soup and got some housework done, so not entirely unproductive.

J was training after school, so I drove over later to pick him up. Listened to Brain of Britain (radio 4 quiz) on the way and got quite a few questions right - always gratifying.

Thought on the way home that next week at this time, it will be almost dark.

Both of us tired - J fell asleep after dinner and stumbled to his bed shortly afterwards. I knitted a few rounds of my sock, went out to gaze at the moon, then packed it in for the night.

New day tomorrow.

Sunday 24th October 2021

It was quite a wild night, but the morning was bright and sunny. Still windy and showery on and off. Rainbow weather.

I went out to take instagram photographs of the pumpkins I have grown - as we do nowadays.

I noticed the gate had blown open in the gale. I also noticed the neighbour's white cow in my other neighbour's garden

As I walked back up the drive, I saw deep hoof prints in my own grass. There was a large cow pat in the middle of the lawn, already covered with brown flies.

I’ll move it to the compost bin tomorrow- this being Sunday.

Later I went down to the bottom field for a walk, and to see the trees and pond. It all looked fine, although not a lot of autumn colour showing. Some pondweed growing round the edges, and the marshy banks felt more solid.

(I'm trying out this daily journal format to see how I like it, and if I'll use the blog more.)